What does it mean when you miss someone so much it hurts? What does it mean when all you can imagine is spending time with them and doing nothing else? What does it mean when you can’t wait for the day when you’re married to this person? What does it mean when you think this person is actually the person you’re supposed to end up with? What does it mean when you cry over being you’re afraid you won’t be able to see this person for a two weeks? What does it mean when you change little things to be able to incorporate them closer in your life?
It means you’re screwed. It means when or if all this is over, you’ll be in pieces on the floor. Broken.